Tuesday, December 29, 2009


Just a quick post because I am Hegg-sauce-ted.

Past few days have been spent with the BF, sleeping, cuddling and eating as little as humanly possible without him noticing. It's been amazing. I'm home now, and ate pasta for dinner. With cheese. To rectify the situation, I am adding to my thinspiration collection and vowing to eat only a small salad tomorrow for dinner. I have had a lot of calorie-filled drinks recently, so that will be stopped too.

I'm off to write my resolutions and sleep.

Love to all,

Stay Strong, Angels.


Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merr Christmas, Angels!

I post this to you only a few hours into Christmas morning, with my head held high and some fabulous news!! I Lost 2 more pounds!! And I'm not even feeling horrible and shaky yet!

Intake for the 24th was:

2 pieces fudge (70c each)
1 Light Beer (100-150)
LLB (136)
Lemonade (130)

So I did well I think. Yay!

I love you all girlies!!

Have fabulous and awesome christmas, because you all deserve it!

Love and Lite!


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Good Days

Today has been one of them. So far.

Going to see a film with my brother and sister later.

Intake so far:

Sugar (In candy form)
Sausage (1)
Bread (1 Slice)
Cake (1/2 Slice)
Beer (2 bottles)

And water.

So my actual amounts are down, even if I'm not eating the best of things. Even though I'm still eating. I'm happy.

More later.

Love and Lite,


Friday, December 18, 2009

Number 2.

Oh Families.

Don't they make you feel loved?

Been drinking lots of water today, and my intake was pretty good.

Went to meet my besties at the mall and we got coffee (fruit smoothie for me - fresh & yummy). Then I made the mistake of listening to my friends and getting MacDonald's. I still feel ill. Then I went to my bfs mums house for 'dinner'. I was supposed to meet him there. He was late. She had friends over. Awkwardness ensued. Hardly ate a thing, I don't think it got noticed which was good.

My boyfriend was tired and overwhelmed and just wanted to cuddle on the couch and watch a movie, which obviously we couldn't do. So he wasn't very happy. He threw a bit of a wobbly which was annoying I got it. But then, his mum went to talk to him and came back and I asked, "Is he okay?", to which she replied, "I don't know, he's your boyfriend, you talk to him." I know she's had a few, but seriously. That's just rude. I know he's her little boy and no ones good enough for him, but being POLITE isn't too much to ask, is it? She constantly makes jibes at me about being with him. I've never been rude (not that I know of, at least), always offered to help, always said please and thank you. I just don't get her. And I've never said it to the bf. Never mentioned it. I know I'll just keep putting up with it. But it still gets to me. I know that its unrealistic to say we'll be together forever, but I want to be with him for as long as I can. As long as I love him and he loves me. I think she wants me gone as soon as possible.

Rant over.

I'm going to load up The Sims and have a few hours of mindless gaming. Yay.

Oh, and I can't find a job. Life just keeps getting better.

Love and Strength,


Thursday, December 17, 2009


So. I admit, I've been back a few days (more like a week) and excuses aside, I haven't known a way to write anything. Truly. I've been so lost these few days.

I suppose I should start by apologising. I'm so sorry for my absence. It's been far too long.

Next, good news, my boyfriend doesn't hate me. And I lost 2kgs.

Bad news? My mums still a raging drunk and I only see my dad at dinner time.

So ups and downs all around.

I know this is an incredibly lame post to start back with, but I knew if I didn't atleast try to say something now, I never would.

More soon angels,