Don't they make you feel loved?
Been drinking lots of water today, and my intake was pretty good.
Went to meet my besties at the mall and we got coffee (fruit smoothie for me - fresh & yummy). Then I made the mistake of listening to my friends and getting MacDonald's. I still feel ill. Then I went to my bfs mums house for 'dinner'. I was supposed to meet him there. He was late. She had friends over. Awkwardness ensued. Hardly ate a thing, I don't think it got noticed which was good.
My boyfriend was tired and overwhelmed and just wanted to cuddle on the couch and watch a movie, which obviously we couldn't do. So he wasn't very happy. He threw a bit of a wobbly which was annoying I got it. But then, his mum went to talk to him and came back and I asked, "Is he okay?", to which she replied, "I don't know, he's your boyfriend, you talk to him." I know she's had a few, but seriously. That's just rude. I know he's her little boy and no ones good enough for him, but being POLITE isn't too much to ask, is it? She constantly makes jibes at me about being with him. I've never been rude (not that I know of, at least), always offered to help, always said please and thank you. I just don't get her. And I've never said it to the bf. Never mentioned it. I know I'll just keep putting up with it. But it still gets to me. I know that its unrealistic to say we'll be together forever, but I want to be with him for as long as I can. As long as I love him and he loves me. I think she wants me gone as soon as possible.
I'm going to load up The Sims and have a few hours of mindless gaming. Yay.
Oh, and I can't find a job. Life just keeps getting better.
Love and Strength,